The first week I checked my email hourly. Last week I woke up in the mornings anxiously hoping to find good news, but was disappointed each day. This week...I haven't even asked my agency whether there is news at all.
Anytime you get a date in your head, it's often hard to let it go. Kind of like my pregnancies I talked about in my previous blog. I'm feeling like I'm about to pass my due date (June 4th was my original travel date) and go waaaay overdue. Usually there is nesting involved up until that point, but after my due dates my motivation always took a nose dive. And I was just stuck waiting.
That's where I am.
But, I know in my heart that God's timing is best and I can hold onto that. He has planned this for longer than I could fathom and I can trust His judgement.
For there is a time and a way for everything, although man's trouble lies heavy on him.
So, that's my depressing update. No news.
I hope next time I blog I'll have an awesome itinerary to share!!
Until then, I'm praying for peace for myself and continuing to pray for Frannie and Finton and all the changes they are about to experience.
Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. Not as the world gives do I give to you.
Let not your hearts be troubled, neither let them be afraid.